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I keep trying to do this.
Be it my own works on my own tiny ass site made at 13.
Be it on tumblr with the impossible amount of alts it allowed me.
Be it on wordpress whose CEO has all but handfed my words into AI.
Be it on here, where hopefully my words will only be seen by those that care to offer me their attention.
I keep trying to do a blog as if my words actually have any weight or matter. I know at this point it's not about popularity. I've played the game on twitter and still found little to show for it. Perhaps we all seek to express ourselves to our utmost always, inescapably ourselves, and that suppression only leads to kneeling or knelling of the soul.
I think it's important, that no matter how many times you start over and over and over and over and over and over again, that you keep trying. Life is constantly about gambling, trying to roll high and maybe avoid the lows. But you can't win a game you don't play.
Hence, you keep rolling.
In any case, I'm starting a new blog again from scratch.
There are too many eyes everywhere else, and not of all of which human.
I hope to make more and maybe post more here.
Maybe put up a custom domain?